The Empress Is Not Waiting

Caroline Della Luce

07 Jan 2026 — 1 min read

Quantum Empress Of Tartaria

For those who gave too much to the wrong fire.

I once believed that if I gave enough —waited enough, cried enough, transformed enough —he would awaken.

But the fire was not mutual.

It consumed, but it did not warm.

This is for those who confused intensity with truth.

For those who called it destiny

when it was just a loop.

If it costs you your center —

it’s not love.

If it rewards suffering with silence —

it’s not sacred.

If it makes you feel smaller —

it’s not your flame.

You are not here to chase anyone.

You are here to carry the light.

I no longer write for him.

I write for you.

For those reclaiming their name,

their gifts, their path —

without apology.

If you’ve found something here that resonates, you can support this work — and help me keep writing.

Not for him. For us.

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